times like now, i really want you to be somewhere else. or like to just not talk to me. completely.
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Beautifully Drinking Coffee
11 November 2009 @ 02:26 am
FML so bad. I didn't change. Things happen and I have no choice but to deal with them. However I deal with them may be twisted, but I didn't change. I deal with them the same way I deal with every other thing. Gut emotion, gut feeling, gut, gut, gut. It looks bad, I already know that. I hate that it looks so bad. Really. FML so bad.
11 November 2009 @ 02:02 am
1. what are three ways to win your heart?
charming, funny, cute(?)
2. do you like lightning?
no. thunder comes along w it, not good.
3. have you ever cut someone else’s hair?
yes.
4. last person you said ‘i hate you’ to?
ben k.
5. rain or sunshine?
dependent on season, aptitude, mood.
6. last stupid thing you said to anyone?
fats make u look fat
7. biggest turn off?
rubbish character
8. fave movie?
moulin rouge. almost all disney, almost.
9. would you date someone who smokes?
likely not.
10. would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?
no
11. what’s your biggest turn on, physically?
looks. as if youd notice anything else pre-that.
12. would you have sex w. someone you weren’t dating?
no
13. have you ever missed someone and regretted breaking up with them?
no
14. have you ever dated someone more than once?
yeah
15. if you could go on ONE DATE with any celebrity, who would it be?
jensen ackles
16. what’s your relationship status?
haha. complicated. ikr, this is such a joke.
17. do you like cuddling?
yup
18. do you hold grudges?
depends
19. do you regret dating anyone?
yes
20. hugger or kisser?
hugger. and since no one is going to read this, im gna say upfront that i miss hugging you and i hate that you went home. really.
21. missing someone?
charming, funny, cute(?)
2. do you like lightning?
no. thunder comes along w it, not good.
3. have you ever cut someone else’s hair?
yes.
4. last person you said ‘i hate you’ to?
ben k.
5. rain or sunshine?
dependent on season, aptitude, mood.
6. last stupid thing you said to anyone?
fats make u look fat
7. biggest turn off?
rubbish character
8. fave movie?
moulin rouge. almost all disney, almost.
9. would you date someone who smokes?
likely not.
10. would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?
no
11. what’s your biggest turn on, physically?
looks. as if youd notice anything else pre-that.
12. would you have sex w. someone you weren’t dating?
no
13. have you ever missed someone and regretted breaking up with them?
no
14. have you ever dated someone more than once?
yeah
15. if you could go on ONE DATE with any celebrity, who would it be?
jensen ackles
16. what’s your relationship status?
haha. complicated. ikr, this is such a joke.
17. do you like cuddling?
yup
18. do you hold grudges?
depends
19. do you regret dating anyone?
yes
20. hugger or kisser?
hugger. and since no one is going to read this, im gna say upfront that i miss hugging you and i hate that you went home. really.
21. missing someone?
sort of yes
22. most important lesson you’ve learned from your exes?
haha get out just..get the hell out.
23. are you happier single or in a relationship?
most of the time, in fact, almost all the time, single.
24. how important are looks?
quite
25. would you rather date someone who was SUPER-HOT or someone who was nice?
..
26. do you stay friends w. the people you’ve dated?
haha yes. some. depends on how badly it ended, i suppose.
27. would you fight over someone you wanted to be with?
no, not really. unless person-in-concern is really worth it
28. do you kiss on the 1st date?
no
29. if someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them?
no
30. some random girl comes up to you and says “who the hell are you”? What do you say back?
get the fuck out of my way
31. are you spoiled?
no
32. name three things you would not tolerate in a relationship?
lack of intelligence, no self-control, incapability to handle slight/major issues
33. which one of your friends do you think would make a good prostitute?
an acquaintance i have
34. did you miss anyone today?
kinda
35. last person to see you cry?
haha qy, zh.
36. Who/what made you cry?
its a what. but i dont know what exactly.
37. are you a forgiving person?
most of the time yes
38. would you ever share a girl/boyfriend with your best friend?
uh no
39. i’ve come to realize the last person who gave me a hug...
is a friend of mine whom i cant remember cus i hug too much.
40. are most of your friends guys or girls?
kinda balanced i think
41. how long does it take you to get ready to go out ?
45mins or less or more.
42. how many people do you know of named Adam?
none
44. what was the last thing you burnt ?
a piece of paper
46 what color is the bra you have on now ?
47. do you straighten your hair every day?
no?
48. do you worry about the size of your boobs?
no
49. are you the typical girl who’s addicted to gossip?
hahahahahahahaha
50. what are your favorite girly magazines?
vogue, teen vogue? seventeen? not a fav exactly. but...
51. did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy/girl?
no.
52. did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
yes
53. would you leave the house without makeup on?
depends
54. what’s the biggest turn on about guys?
body (haha yes)
55. are you a girly-girl, tomboy, or in the middle?
middle. or so i tell myself.
56. is pink truly the best color in the entire universe?
no.
57. what’s the most expensive piece of clothing you own?
idk
58. what color do you absolutely despise?
idk
59. have you ever stole?
yeah
60. have you set your hair on fire?
no?!
61. do you wear sweat pants?
no
62. do you know anyone who has lost their virginity?
of course
63. have you ever ran into a door because you didn’t see it?
HAHAHA glass door only. really. REALLY.
64. doesn’t 50 Cent suck?
idk?! i dont listen haha
65. do you like hugs and kisses(xoxo:)?
yes
66. do you act gangster?
LOL.
67. ever made a prank phone call?
of course.
69. what bill do you hate paying most?
22. most important lesson you’ve learned from your exes?
haha get out just..get the hell out.
23. are you happier single or in a relationship?
most of the time, in fact, almost all the time, single.
24. how important are looks?
quite
25. would you rather date someone who was SUPER-HOT or someone who was nice?
..
26. do you stay friends w. the people you’ve dated?
haha yes. some. depends on how badly it ended, i suppose.
27. would you fight over someone you wanted to be with?
no, not really. unless person-in-concern is really worth it
28. do you kiss on the 1st date?
no
29. if someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them?
no
30. some random girl comes up to you and says “who the hell are you”? What do you say back?
get the fuck out of my way
31. are you spoiled?
no
32. name three things you would not tolerate in a relationship?
lack of intelligence, no self-control, incapability to handle slight/major issues
33. which one of your friends do you think would make a good prostitute?
an acquaintance i have
34. did you miss anyone today?
kinda
35. last person to see you cry?
haha qy, zh.
36. Who/what made you cry?
its a what. but i dont know what exactly.
37. are you a forgiving person?
most of the time yes
38. would you ever share a girl/boyfriend with your best friend?
uh no
39. i’ve come to realize the last person who gave me a hug...
is a friend of mine whom i cant remember cus i hug too much.
40. are most of your friends guys or girls?
kinda balanced i think
41. how long does it take you to get ready to go out ?
45mins or less or more.
42. how many people do you know of named Adam?
none
44. what was the last thing you burnt ?
a piece of paper
46 what color is the bra you have on now ?
47. do you straighten your hair every day?
no?
48. do you worry about the size of your boobs?
no
49. are you the typical girl who’s addicted to gossip?
hahahahahahahaha
50. what are your favorite girly magazines?
vogue, teen vogue? seventeen? not a fav exactly. but...
51. did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy/girl?
no.
52. did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
yes
53. would you leave the house without makeup on?
depends
54. what’s the biggest turn on about guys?
body (haha yes)
55. are you a girly-girl, tomboy, or in the middle?
middle. or so i tell myself.
56. is pink truly the best color in the entire universe?
no.
57. what’s the most expensive piece of clothing you own?
idk
58. what color do you absolutely despise?
idk
59. have you ever stole?
yeah
60. have you set your hair on fire?
no?!
61. do you wear sweat pants?
no
62. do you know anyone who has lost their virginity?
of course
63. have you ever ran into a door because you didn’t see it?
HAHAHA glass door only. really. REALLY.
64. doesn’t 50 Cent suck?
idk?! i dont listen haha
65. do you like hugs and kisses(xoxo:)?
yes
66. do you act gangster?
LOL.
67. ever made a prank phone call?
of course.
69. what bill do you hate paying most?
all forms of it.
70. where was the last place you had a romantic dinner?
uh.......
71. what do you want to be when you grow up?
me.
72. favorite NON sexual thing to do at night with a guy/girl?
sleeping. talking. hugging. whatever.
73. when did you first start feeling older?
when things started being different.. too fast and too slow. crap, start of university. okay? like srsly.
74. favorite guilty pleasure?
chocolates. cakes. guilty pleasures are food. because they make you fat. sex is not a guilty pleasure. it helps you lose weight! hello? it all comes from reading by the way, general knowledge.
75. what famous person(s) would you like to have dinner with?
chanel. love her brain.
76. what famous person would you like to date?
oh. um. uh. i dont know. yet.
78. what do you hate about your school?
HAHA. it's school! whats not to hate.
80. have you lost a friend recently?
6 months or more ago? yes.
81. ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
of course
82. do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
yes
83. is it easier to forgive, or to forget?
its a lie. both of them. you cant forget and forgive. you remember and you feel the shard of whatever you felt when that happened.
84. do you give out second chances too easily?
HAHA.
85. is your best friend(s) pretty?
of course.
86. is it awkward when you run into your exes?
..
87. have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
HAHAHA yes
88. can you make yourself cry?
yes
89. is your life simple or complicated?
at the very moment, complicated. but then, it's simple at the same time. bullshit. its a simple kind of twisted complication. don't understand. fuck forget it.
90. are you easily confused?
yes
92. are you taller than 5′4″?
i have no idea. whats inches to a cm?
93. have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
haha no
94. is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
it is purely natural. pure at it's essence.
95. does everything really happen for a reason?
yes. sad but true.
grabbed from cher. done at 225. whoa.
70. where was the last place you had a romantic dinner?
uh.......
71. what do you want to be when you grow up?
me.
72. favorite NON sexual thing to do at night with a guy/girl?
sleeping. talking. hugging. whatever.
73. when did you first start feeling older?
when things started being different.. too fast and too slow. crap, start of university. okay? like srsly.
74. favorite guilty pleasure?
chocolates. cakes. guilty pleasures are food. because they make you fat. sex is not a guilty pleasure. it helps you lose weight! hello? it all comes from reading by the way, general knowledge.
75. what famous person(s) would you like to have dinner with?
chanel. love her brain.
76. what famous person would you like to date?
oh. um. uh. i dont know. yet.
78. what do you hate about your school?
HAHA. it's school! whats not to hate.
80. have you lost a friend recently?
6 months or more ago? yes.
81. ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
of course
82. do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
yes
83. is it easier to forgive, or to forget?
its a lie. both of them. you cant forget and forgive. you remember and you feel the shard of whatever you felt when that happened.
84. do you give out second chances too easily?
HAHA.
85. is your best friend(s) pretty?
of course.
86. is it awkward when you run into your exes?
..
87. have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
HAHAHA yes
88. can you make yourself cry?
yes
89. is your life simple or complicated?
at the very moment, complicated. but then, it's simple at the same time. bullshit. its a simple kind of twisted complication. don't understand. fuck forget it.
90. are you easily confused?
yes
92. are you taller than 5′4″?
i have no idea. whats inches to a cm?
93. have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
haha no
94. is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
it is purely natural. pure at it's essence.
95. does everything really happen for a reason?
yes. sad but true.
grabbed from cher. done at 225. whoa.
14 September 2009 @ 07:15 pm
because there's always a part of humans who wants to remain stuck in the past.
that's why there's nostalgia.
that's why there's nostalgia.
28 March 2009 @ 01:58 am
"I was looking in her eyes. She said to me, we’re going to kiss tonight. That’s when I realized, right at that moment, that I loved her. I’d been waiting for 67 years to meet her."
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ourfirstloves.com
06 March 2009 @ 09:50 pm
I've been through so much with you, more than any other guy, and i still want you as much as i did the first time i laid eyes on you. Every time i see you, it's like meeting you for the first time all over again. It's the butterflies in the stomach, the not knowing what to say, but out of all the things you've taught me, there's still one thing i don't know. I don't know how to fall out of love with you. I don't know how to let go, and as i stand here looking at you, i wonder if there will ever be a day when i will get over your smile, when i will let go of the hugs you gave me that i continue to feel. A day when i forget the words you said to me, forget what you meant to me or forget how much i love you. But, no matter what you did to me, or whatever happens to us, i know i could never get over, let go, or forget you.When you care about someone as much as i do you, being apart is the hardest thing to get used to. I thought i'd handle it just fine,and that i'd be happy just to keep you on my mind. But,it isn't always that easy. Sometimes the one thing that would please me the most is simply seeing you. I knew that i'd miss you, i just didn't know i'd miss you as much as i do. I want to share my tears with you. I want to share my love with you. I want to share my happiness with you. I want to share my strength with you, my smiles, my frowns, my joy, my loss, my good days,and my bad days. I want to share my life with you. People can just be best friends, but at one point or another, one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe, just maybe, forever, and that's exactly what happened when i met you.
definitely maybe.
definitely maybe.
Current Music: Better Than Ezra - Our Last Night
03 January 2009 @ 01:15 am
2 days and counting..
let's see who can last longer.
i don't know what i feel about it.
but i know that i am thinking about it.
as well as knowing that i'll get over it soon anyway.
let's see who can last longer.
i don't know what i feel about it.
but i know that i am thinking about it.
as well as knowing that i'll get over it soon anyway.
28 September 2008 @ 10:00 pm
20 July 2008 @ 12:55 am
i'm trying to wake up.
knock myself out of this mess.
maybe we all need a smish smash snap.
loveyoumoreeverytimeiseeyouagain.bloodyh
transfer energy to studying.
transfer energy to studying.
transfer energy to studying.
bloodyhell.
sometimes, i don't know how much you are my king.
like now.
or that i am your beloved.
like now.
right at this moment, i feel almost close to nothing.
this close. -press thumb and index tgt-
see pa, no space, no space in between at all.
this is how close it is.
i am this close to losing all hope.
pick me up again.
knock myself out of this mess.
maybe we all need a smish smash snap.
loveyoumoreeverytimeiseeyouagain.bloodyh
transfer energy to studying.
transfer energy to studying.
transfer energy to studying.
bloodyhell.
sometimes, i don't know how much you are my king.
like now.
or that i am your beloved.
like now.
right at this moment, i feel almost close to nothing.
this close. -press thumb and index tgt-
see pa, no space, no space in between at all.
this is how close it is.
i am this close to losing all hope.
pick me up again.
22 June 2008 @ 02:18 am
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 7 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.
If your lover betrayed you, what would ur reaction be?
cry first? i don't know?
If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to create dreams for ppl who can't seem to create it for themselves
What will your dream wedding be like?
this is a qn that requires an answer too long which i honestly, can't be bothered to type out. you will know if you are invited to my wedding which is several years away from now.
Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
considering that i have NO idea what it is, yes.
What's your ideal lover like?
someone that God chooses for me, since He would know exactly very well what I want, it can't go wrong.
Do you have a person you wish you will be with now?
no
Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by one.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?
that's a qn that requires no answer
If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
tell him i like him and see what happens.
Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
yes, occasionally. mostly, school and homework minus the friends whom i like.
Is being tagged fun?
depends. haha
Who are currently the most important people to you?
many
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
well, ML, i love her a lot. and she's an awesome friend to have. :) she's a perfectly nice kind of girl who allows you to push her around to a certain extent. HAHA. but she's wonderful, in many aspects. really.
Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?
married and happy and rich.
Would you give all in a relationship?
yes.
If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
not going to happen.
Describe an ideal date.
ask me yourself.
If given the chance to turn back time, will you?
no.
What is the last thing you would do before you die?
it'll probably be done already.
you're tagged!
tag yourself.
you people who use livejournal.
and yes, i cnat be bothered to chg the font and everything.
B) Tag 7 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.
If your lover betrayed you, what would ur reaction be?
cry first? i don't know?
If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to create dreams for ppl who can't seem to create it for themselves
What will your dream wedding be like?
this is a qn that requires an answer too long which i honestly, can't be bothered to type out. you will know if you are invited to my wedding which is several years away from now.
Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
considering that i have NO idea what it is, yes.
What's your ideal lover like?
someone that God chooses for me, since He would know exactly very well what I want, it can't go wrong.
Do you have a person you wish you will be with now?
no
Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by one.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?
that's a qn that requires no answer
If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
tell him i like him and see what happens.
Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
yes, occasionally. mostly, school and homework minus the friends whom i like.
Is being tagged fun?
depends. haha
Who are currently the most important people to you?
many
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
well, ML, i love her a lot. and she's an awesome friend to have. :) she's a perfectly nice kind of girl who allows you to push her around to a certain extent. HAHA. but she's wonderful, in many aspects. really.
Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?
married and happy and rich.
Would you give all in a relationship?
yes.
If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
not going to happen.
Describe an ideal date.
ask me yourself.
If given the chance to turn back time, will you?
no.
What is the last thing you would do before you die?
it'll probably be done already.
you're tagged!
tag yourself.
you people who use livejournal.
and yes, i cnat be bothered to chg the font and everything.
18 June 2008 @ 02:44 pm
HELLO? ME? HERE? NOW.
NOW.
damn damn damn damn damn.
at charong's house and pining. ): HAHAHA.
NOW.
damn damn damn damn damn.
at charong's house and pining. ): HAHAHA.
16 June 2008 @ 04:26 pm
as christ is, so am i in this world.
i am happily christ-defined.
so as i look at the time now, grace grace okay!
I AM BLESSED.
oh my god.
i am happily christ-defined.
so as i look at the time now, grace grace okay!
I AM BLESSED.
oh my god.
09 June 2008 @ 05:32 am
when you rerun and visit old life again,
you see how things have changed.
one year, makes a whole lot of difference.
friendships change and you move on.
things are left behind and forgotten about.
and it's painful because when you look back,
everything left behind comes rushing back at you.
it's terrible. and it depends on how you want to look at it.
my look back makes me want to cry.
maybe that's why i avoid listening to old songs that brings up memories.
maybe it's why i place my SLC folder of pictures somewhere unseen.
maybe that's why i refuse to step in to my photobucket where many pictures and memories reside unless necessary.
it makes me wish that things remained the same.
that i didn't leave so that i'll still have you and you.
but we're all so caught up in different lives that don't bear each other.
i practically lived more than half a year without you in my life.
and then when i look back, it kills a part of me.
maybe it's not exactly meant to be. but no, because a large part of me still needs you.
everytime something screws up, i want to call you.
but you're not always there. neither am i always there for you.
we forget, don't we? and maybe, i remember more than i need to.
daddy, you know? i want something better.
but some things cannot be replaced, so maybe, i'll like for you to renew it back for me.
or maybe, you just do something that you know will be good for me.
but sometimes, i feel like i can't hold on too long.
especially, when there's almost nothing to grasp on. it's so hard.
i wish that you'll run in and take it away from me.
i really do.
i don't want to feel this anymore when i look back.
that all things that were once magical and happy, has turned dark for me.
it's almost like a nightmare, and i'm living it.
almost.
you see how things have changed.
one year, makes a whole lot of difference.
friendships change and you move on.
things are left behind and forgotten about.
and it's painful because when you look back,
everything left behind comes rushing back at you.
it's terrible. and it depends on how you want to look at it.
my look back makes me want to cry.
maybe that's why i avoid listening to old songs that brings up memories.
maybe it's why i place my SLC folder of pictures somewhere unseen.
maybe that's why i refuse to step in to my photobucket where many pictures and memories reside unless necessary.
it makes me wish that things remained the same.
that i didn't leave so that i'll still have you and you.
but we're all so caught up in different lives that don't bear each other.
i practically lived more than half a year without you in my life.
and then when i look back, it kills a part of me.
maybe it's not exactly meant to be. but no, because a large part of me still needs you.
everytime something screws up, i want to call you.
but you're not always there. neither am i always there for you.
we forget, don't we? and maybe, i remember more than i need to.
daddy, you know? i want something better.
but some things cannot be replaced, so maybe, i'll like for you to renew it back for me.
or maybe, you just do something that you know will be good for me.
but sometimes, i feel like i can't hold on too long.
especially, when there's almost nothing to grasp on. it's so hard.
i wish that you'll run in and take it away from me.
i really do.
i don't want to feel this anymore when i look back.
that all things that were once magical and happy, has turned dark for me.
it's almost like a nightmare, and i'm living it.
almost.
25 May 2008 @ 11:09 pm
i think we all have secrets.
things that no one else but the above knows about.
i know why i'm online now.
i'm online because i hoped to see you online.
and i'm happy because that's exactly where you are.
happier still because i'm the only person you're talking to.
makes me feel like i'm the center of your world.
even though i know that's not exactly true.
but still, it feels good.
and you know what is feeling good right?
feeling good for me right now, is talking to you.
i'll feel better if i get to see you now. not pictures of the net.
like the human real-life very tangible you.
things that no one else but the above knows about.
i know why i'm online now.
i'm online because i hoped to see you online.
and i'm happy because that's exactly where you are.
happier still because i'm the only person you're talking to.
makes me feel like i'm the center of your world.
even though i know that's not exactly true.
but still, it feels good.
and you know what is feeling good right?
feeling good for me right now, is talking to you.
i'll feel better if i get to see you now. not pictures of the net.
like the human real-life very tangible you.
22 May 2008 @ 11:57 pm
He was walking her home, holding her hand
Oh the way she smiled, it stole the breath right out of him
Down that old road, with the stars up above
He remembers where he was the night he fell in love
He was walking her home.
.
i haven't said anything here in a couple of months.
maybe more.
but what, haha. whatever.
happy birthday cynthia. :)
i hope you had fun.
( rambles )
Part of the beauty of falling in love with you
Is the fear you won't fall.
drained14 March 2008 @ 01:52 am
i remember having fun and singing songs in my sisters' room last night.
haha.
and playing games that included pictures in the train.
here.
what a kick. :
haha.
and playing games that included pictures in the train.
here.
what a kick. :
13 March 2008 @ 10:02 pm
ive never been more keen on seeing sunshine.
honestly.
so ive spent the whole day;
in bed. out of bed.
reading. not reading.
tv. not tv-ing.
SO BORING. i hate boring days.
and the rain brings about melancholy.
will go to the library asap just to please myself.
think i'll go watch a movie now.
i strongly believe in movie therapy.
honestly.
so ive spent the whole day;
in bed. out of bed.
reading. not reading.
tv. not tv-ing.
SO BORING. i hate boring days.
and the rain brings about melancholy.
will go to the library asap just to please myself.
think i'll go watch a movie now.
i strongly believe in movie therapy.
12 March 2008 @ 08:18 pm
i positively abhor rain. spoils all my plans. urgh.
and im so glad i met a nice malay uncle who was willing to ferry me to the train station.
praise god. seriously.
awesome night last night.
i'm glad i went for the appreciation night.
i detest rain.
and if you were more tangible than just a splash,
i would kick you all the way from here to maybe, china.
i think they don't mind floods there.
ciao!
and im so glad i met a nice malay uncle who was willing to ferry me to the train station.
praise god. seriously.
awesome night last night.
i'm glad i went for the appreciation night.
i detest rain.
and if you were more tangible than just a splash,
i would kick you all the way from here to maybe, china.
i think they don't mind floods there.
ciao!
11 March 2008 @ 03:41 pm
since i woke up. and much more since the rain started.
man, the rain seems to be never-ending.
rather annoying i must say.
so in the slightly 3 hours and more, i ate a lot of tuna and bread, which makes tuna sandwiches! get it? oh my, never mind. i suck at making lame jokes. but that's the point right, NOT FUNNY. -screams and hops around- i think i'm in a relatively better mood compared to the past few couple of days. yay! oh and i watched just like heaven. :D
but then, i think i like staying at home too much. the prospect of going out or rather, having to go out in like 1 hour or more depresses me. HOW?! in addition to that, it's freaking raining!!! i detest rain. especially when i feel better. i like sunshine. i like to feel it. you know right? the awesome warm feeling on that one side of your face? yes, it's called being kissed by the sun. awesome. hate rain. hate rain.
i tried to make notes, and then i thrust it right under my sister's face, just to make sure that it is understandable. i get paranoid when i make notes thinking that i will not understand them if i don't read them often enough. so weird. i think it's the pre-alevels stress and the post-jc syndromes. it's damn hilarious, i swear, in a rather weird and morbid way. HAHA.
like when i see my juniors in my JC, and i'm like HAHA, wrong route my dears, it's hell on earth right here. makes you think, WHY BOTHER? why do these people who have a chance to get out of this hell bother? and it's morbid because, well, i was one of those poor things.
oh shit. i have less than an hour to prepare, and i feel so lost, because OH NO, i haven't done any thing for today! when did i even start thinking like that?! like it's a goddamn necessity to slog and read history/literature texts/economics every damned day of my life? punching the graphic calculator in an attempt to abuse is obviously, NOT doing work.
work. work. work.
just thinking of that makes me want to throw up. pffft.
-curses and swears- NOT.
oh and look, high school never ends! what an apt song to listen to at this very moment! when you're whining away about school. so exciting is it not? ha ha.
well, looking at the brighter side of life, i'm actually rather thrilled with the idea of going for gp tuition tomorrow. yay. i mean, crash course. it's 5 hours long. woweeee!
man, the rain seems to be never-ending.
rather annoying i must say.
so in the slightly 3 hours and more, i ate a lot of tuna and bread, which makes tuna sandwiches! get it? oh my, never mind. i suck at making lame jokes. but that's the point right, NOT FUNNY. -screams and hops around- i think i'm in a relatively better mood compared to the past few couple of days. yay! oh and i watched just like heaven. :D
but then, i think i like staying at home too much. the prospect of going out or rather, having to go out in like 1 hour or more depresses me. HOW?! in addition to that, it's freaking raining!!! i detest rain. especially when i feel better. i like sunshine. i like to feel it. you know right? the awesome warm feeling on that one side of your face? yes, it's called being kissed by the sun. awesome. hate rain. hate rain.
i tried to make notes, and then i thrust it right under my sister's face, just to make sure that it is understandable. i get paranoid when i make notes thinking that i will not understand them if i don't read them often enough. so weird. i think it's the pre-alevels stress and the post-jc syndromes. it's damn hilarious, i swear, in a rather weird and morbid way. HAHA.
like when i see my juniors in my JC, and i'm like HAHA, wrong route my dears, it's hell on earth right here. makes you think, WHY BOTHER? why do these people who have a chance to get out of this hell bother? and it's morbid because, well, i was one of those poor things.
oh shit. i have less than an hour to prepare, and i feel so lost, because OH NO, i haven't done any thing for today! when did i even start thinking like that?! like it's a goddamn necessity to slog and read history/literature texts/economics every damned day of my life? punching the graphic calculator in an attempt to abuse is obviously, NOT doing work.
work. work. work.
just thinking of that makes me want to throw up. pffft.
-curses and swears- NOT.
oh and look, high school never ends! what an apt song to listen to at this very moment! when you're whining away about school. so exciting is it not? ha ha.
well, looking at the brighter side of life, i'm actually rather thrilled with the idea of going for gp tuition tomorrow. yay. i mean, crash course. it's 5 hours long. woweeee!
Current Music: Bowling For Soup - High School Never Ends